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Alrighty! As anyone who still pays any attention to this page will have noticed, new stuff is showing up!
After two years (!) of nothing save half a dozen status updates to assure everyone I was still alive, I'm actually getting back into uploading actual, like, art things. It's amazing.
In my last Journal was the announcement that I was moving. That went through, I now live in a new place, but unfortunately there were some hiccups. Where I am right now was meant to be a temporary place until another, more permanent home was found. This was meant to be a kind of stepping stone to find a place in the area that we wanted.
Well, that didn't happen. The assistance we were meant to get was abruptly yanked out from underneath us and we've been staying at the temp place ever since. That plus another fairly large and unexpected life change that took place about a year ago was what kinda knocked me for a major loop and sabotaged my creativity, and it's been doing a good job of keeping it down as well.
I'd like to say that after two years I'm finally finding me feet again and there are no worries I'll suddenly disappear again, but there's more.
working hard on keeping myself creatively active - it's kind of a necessity for my sanity. I've organized how I keep track of my projects a little better and set myself some regular dates for deadlines on certain things. Hopefully this will help to keep myself from stacking up too many things at once and losing all motivation in doing anything out of despair. I have a couple of new kinds of things I'm working on - some uploads will be popping up soon - and to everyone who has been waiting for the return of Star Trek Teenies
, progress is being made there as well. We're still not at the point of uploading strips even within a month (or two, depending on how slow I continue to go) but behind the scenes progress is still being made. I'll be uploading a mini STT
update soon after I post this Journal as proof.
On the downside of all this is some more life-upsetting things along the lines of what swept my legs out from under me last time.
The temp home is indeed temp, and as of June/July we will no longer be able to live here. And unlike the last move, I have no idea of where I will end up living after I get kicked from my current home. I live in fairly constant fear of ending up homeless (it's a paranoia that's been there since I was tiny) and unless I can find a place that I can afford by the middle of the year, that's where my mind keeps taking me as a likely outcome. Fun times. And on top of this, if it wasn't enough, there are some major family related relationship changes going on as well. One in particular that I've been trying to brace myself for for more than a year is coming close to a head, and it's freaking me out a little bit.
(Actually if I'm honest it's scaring the crap out of me. I don't do well with confrontation and I can't see what's going to happen going down any other way. Every simulation I play out in my mind is either confrontation or backing down to any accusations thrown my way, which won't solve anything.)
Hm. That got a little more personal than I was intending. Ah well.TL : DR
I'm back and uploading stuff! Star Trek Teenies
might be making a comeback in a couple of months!
But life shit is still going down so who knows how long it will last!
Root for me!